It has had been really a while since i've posted anything here. I've also noticed that the moment i update my blog, that is the time i am facing some life problems. Remember previous time I was more like a loner, a goner and i reject people due to reasons, but now I am facing problems on my love life. TO start of with, actually i really had no idea what is going on. At first it was smooth and fine but out of nowhere things just went out of place.
Being a newbie in this sector, I have no idea what to do. I've tried to talk it over in a good way, but i have had got no reply from that person. It hurts so much though, since i just want to understand why is it that suddenly things just got idled and cold. I am still learning, so i asked. I might have pressed the limit button myself but I really didn't know. I rather been scold than being treated coldly. I am confused, really confused. I just want someone to lead me.
"I know you wont be reading this, but i really do care about you."
I was hoping for a reply, but now it just gets painful and suffocating. Yeah, you might find me being all drama queen, but i won't deny that that is the facts on how i am feeling. right now. I am still holding on hope that a reply will be send to me, deliver to me, talk to me in the face, I don't care how bad the news is, I've braced myself and I am ready. I know my heart will not be able to take it but I will take it as a process of learning and life.
SO GOD~ please, don't let me wait for too long~